Hello people ! Its been a week i never update my blog . Lots of things happened to me . Saturday , went jalan raya with the OPC members . Durh , they spend 1-2 hours in one house . They watched movie & stuffs . Having fun going out with them . That day , at night , im soo upset . Mayb , they dont understand me well but the girls do . Sunday , HE msg me . Even though im not interested in him , i still accepted him as my sister told me to . Cause , forgetting emy is not that easy so thats why i accepted him . Not because i use him for my own needs . Cause i know , if he really like me , he cn win my heart , so that i cn forget emy . Get me ? You cn call me any names , i dnt care cause i know that im innocent . He is heartless -.- 5 more days to 8 months of waiting & i still didnt get him . Now , he seldom msg me . What am i supposed to do ? brb brb tak habeshabes , sape tak sakit haty ? Mayb thys is my fate . I will just have to accept it . Thankx for hurting me , i put the trust on you but you took advantage of my trust . Somehow , you are like giving hope . Just imagine that you're at my position , how would you feel ? Big enough to think rite ? kalaw nak mempermainkn haty org , jgn laa pat budak kecik . Dont you all have older  girls to fool with ? Eventhough you're older than me , that doesnt make you guys always right . Different people , have different thinking . We are humans , we have feelings . Im not involving anyone . Siape yg mkn cili , dyer yg terase pedasnyer . :-D

Emy , now im not waiting for you anymore . 

Thanks for everything . :-(

♥so break my heart for the final time
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