Break My Heart♥

peace :D

Kay , im busy at the moment . Packing my stuffs & all . Moving out soon oi ! & im down with Fever , benci saaangat !

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 3:30 PM

Sorry for not updating my blog for quite a long tyme . ^^
Chalet at Costa Sand was great ! Im getting darker cause too much swimming . I eat drink alot ! & for sure the OPC members will tease me tht im fat . urrgh !
Lets Rock was a blust ! 3 days straight :D With Loyang Sec & Xin Min Sec . && one sesat boy from Naval Base Sec . Monday , difficulty under 14&17 . Well i manage to climb till the last 2 panel then drop . Wasted ! & because of the power xin min people and some loyangs get to climb till top , i cant go for finals . 8 finalist jer .

(under 14)

Tuesday , finalist . My job for the day was spotter .

Wednesday , Speed Climb ! I won 4th place . For yesterday , only Springfield & Loyang people .

Xin Min didnt took part in Speed Climb . haa , lucky that Outram didnt took part in anything . hehe , pahampaham jelaa :D At the end , sad part hor . pendek knn cyte , i , shaa & Fiqaah , tell the seniors the truth on what we dislike or hate about them . Amanda , after you explain to me everything , i understand you now . I now how you feel now . Just be patient . Being a captain need a big responsibilities rite ? Huai Wei , i hope you cn change the way you speak or react to others . Cry&Cry yesterday . Actually , i thought that after Lets Rock will be fun & exciting cause we planned to throw Ainul & and the whole Opc members in the pond . But turns out the other way . nehmind laa .

Fiqah , secret tuu ! shhh :D

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 12:41 PM

what ?

Hey , thys post will be a long one . oke , 181109 was Papa's B'DAY :D

I dnt know about that cause i didnt bothered to know . Mummy was the person who told me . Mummy asked me to cook Chicken Chop for dinner . She bought a cheese cake , sedap you ! However , papa went hme late that night . -.- Makanan yg panaspanas pnn daa sejok ! Budo ! At 9pm , mummy shouted at us that Papa is already at the void deck otw up .We quickly switched off the light , locked the windows , close the curtain , light up the candles & waited for Papa to open the door . When he opened the door , we sang for him a B'day song . Then eat ! Daa lapaar .

Yesterday , when for training . oke , i get scolded from coach twice . First , i climb a good one but always didnt want to look for a good foot holes . Second , i waited for huai wei to climb lead . After he climbed i must straight away climb but due to my lazyness , i just wait&wait without getting ready . Ape lgy , si coach marah . Stakat ? Mayb !

Favourite part was , Speed Climb ! Woohoo ! Dnt want to elabrate about it , lazy .

12 plus debrief . We must to come back for second training at 2.45pm . We went for lunch , accompany azeem took a passport picture & headed to Tenderbest . Rains fell heavily ! Gerek ! Fiqaah , lucky day kyte kann ? Khuz , Fiqah & Me planned to plaay rain , & yes we did . We ran to rc & dudok . We were curious why all the cars , buses & vans were reversing . We checked it out , and know what ? Flood ! Flood ! Flood ! fuuhh , We planned to play around there & helped to push a lorry & a car . Baek kann kyte ? Half of the juniors helped out . For the car pushing , we get $2each . hehe . Back to school , get scolded from seniors & stuffs . Talktalk with Fadhli about things . Biaser laaa kann , kalaw jumper si fadhli tuu mesty story telling nyer . hahah .

Kay , i dnt wish to talk about Khuz&Chun Kiat story . haii . I know the real story actually so do Fiqahh & Shaa . After training slacked with Kumar&Fadhli . Bought Fries then went home . Reached home , bath tros zzzzzz :P

What will happen to me tmrw ? : The person you adoring for months will finally get the courage to ask you for date .

Anita Prediction : Nana Darling , take the next step towards a fulfilling love life . Let your passions emerge .

Today's Advice : The worst part of life is waiting . The best thing of life is having someone worth waiting for :D
Sweet love quote : There is only one happiness in life , to love and be loved .

& I will be not update my blog for some days , mayb ? Out of house & will be having chalet at Pasir Ris . Ohh yes , conferm ader Panda eyes . Ton all the way . :D

Labels: Is he worth to wait for ?

♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 8:42 AM

Today , training was okeoke . Sprinting was tiring , heh . Obviously kann -.- Feel like wanna vomit . Tak bermaye . Daa lame tak sprint . Had a fake competition just now . & im proud that i climb the highest :D *Bangge ny * Tpy tak complete .

WOOHOO ! Going Bali on the 26Nov-1 Dec ! Chatting with Fiqaah . But we are just beside each other '-.-

Now doing quiz at facebook , friends , read it !

Haa , hope that tmrw will nt be a bad day for me . IHateToday !

Someone disappoint me today :(

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 3:24 PM

i cnt accept the fact that im getting your brother but nt you :(

Hello Humans !

Yesterday , met Zulfadhli & Zulfiqal . :D Like agaen kann ? haha , tpy fun oke ! Took picas :D Biaser laa kann , jumpe je ambek gambaa . They kept laughing&laughing when they wanted to take picas . Susah saangat nakk ambek '-.- I know im a leceh girl rite ? Oke , forget about yesterday .

Today , woke up at 7am ! Early rite ? hmm , followed Jannah(neighbour) went to Supermarket to buy things for cooking :D Well , we decided to cook Fried Spagetti & Chicken Chop ! I wanted to get home fast cause my cute stomach hurts alot ! Went to Jannah's crib & start to cook for breakfast . . For breakfast , we ate Cheese Fries & Hashbrown . fuuh , seatseat , talktalk for awhile after that we cook ! haha , like whatever gytu kann Chicken Chop nyer . Takk menjdy -.- Sauce jgy , Chicken tak jdy . Cause we forgot to put Chili powder for the mixing . We fried the Chicken as pernormal and ate it with the delicious sause . Spagetti , success ! But mummy said that the spagetti was a little bit too dried . Afternoon , accompany Bitach dye her fringe & i cut my fringe :D Lepas itu , pulang then sleep , zzzzz . Now , mummy&daddy nt at home . They followed my aunties , uncle & my bacens go to watch 2012 or Darah . im nt sure about that :D

Now im confuse with thys stupid situation ! :$ shh ,

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 9:11 PM

Economized love is never real love.

HelloHello , short post , today's training was okeoke . Yesterdsy met Zulfadhli ; Bayi .

Took alotalot of picas , will upload soon kay ? Zul , nnty aku edit eh , ngn malas uh :D

Went cycling with him , jumpe abg , cycle . Jumpe adeqnyer , cycle . Gerek kn ?

Finding my wallet now ! Mayb the facebook thingy at the previous post is about my wallet ? mayb eh :D & One more , i dream about Mimi yesterday night ! Out of sudden -.- Why eh ?*wondering

I lost counting . How many days or weeks i never msg him ? Mayb i miss him thats why i dream about him ? haha , the story was quite funny . Lazy to elaborate .

Girls , our blog i cnt log in . Mayb i forget the email&password . Tell me personally kay ? I wanna update ! :D

At the beginnig & at the end of love , the two lovers are embarrassed to find themselves alone .

& being deeply loved by someone gives you strength while loving someone deeply gives you courage :D

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 2:56 PM

From Facebook : Nana darling , something you lost will soon turn up :D'

SAPE TUU ? & WHAT THING ?
Lets wait&see kay ? :D

♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 10:14 AM

A woman is always a mystery:

Hello humans !

Just came back from camp yesterday ! I can say that thys camp was soo tiring !

Monday

Went to Labrador jetty . Have a short briefing from teachers&coaches . Carried the boat & headed to the shore . Partner with Huda . Start to kayak , know what ? Me & Huda dont know which direction we should go . We went around&around at the same spot . Asked for help ! The coach said ' keep paddling to the right . ' At last we did it .

Rains fell to the earth when we were kayaking near Sentosa . Coach told us that we need to stay at the Sentosa beach till the rains stop ! Took a break , eat&stuffs . Had a sandcastle competition . Back to the Labrador jetty , We didnt managed to go to Sister Island due to the weather . Monday night , 7pm sharp went trekking ! First , i was so damn active . Such a longlong journey you know ! Tiring ! & also , we need to carry our big heavy bag with us .

Tuesday

Continue trekking . From the NUCLI , we need to go to Jurong Hill . Such a long distance !

4 DOG attack !

1 . Near the the neighbourhood . Not that scary cause the dog was in the house .

2. Neighbourhood also .

3. The dog was FREE ! He bark at us and wanted to chase us . But the dog run back cause i think he a little bit scared , mayb cause we were in a big group ? I almost cried :( I hug Adeeb's hand & pull him right to the back . Thanks to Gilbert for helping us :D

4. Walking quietly , all kept quiet cause we were all tired . All of us were sleepy that tyme . Suddenly a BIG DOG bark at us ! Luckily he cant chased us cause the dog cnt get out cause there was fences . Imagine , tengah bestbest jalan alehaleh adr anjing ! tak ke terperanjat ? Azeem was just beside me . Right went the dog bark , nana ngn azeem skaly terpekek . Huda pn ! From the front of the fences , till the end of the fences , the dog chase us but he cnt get out ! *lucky

I almost cry agaen ! What a special wake up call for us :D

From now onwards , I HATE DOG ! PHOBIA WITH FENCES !

That day all of us were a snail killer ! banyak saangat snail , smua terpijak except for me . 0 snail for the day .

Reached Jurong Hill took a rest . Met Shaa's group & we slept together . Tak kesah bus stop ke ape , all of us just sleep there even on the floor . One bus stop we conquer . We didnt continue our journey cause we were too tired ! Headed to Boon Lay mrt station , slept there till the first mrt arrived . Took mrt to go back to Tampines . Reached there , took bus 69 to school . Short briefing , went straight hme . Bath , sleep :D

5 plus met Zulfiqal & Zulfadhli .

6 plus went hme . Sleep agaen !

Labels: Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart.

♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 9:16 AM

meet lgy ?

Hello people ! Pictures at the beach were pictures that left over when i went to Sentosa with the bacens ! School uniforms were the last day of school , we did nothing for the whole day .

Yesterday , met Zulfiqal . Sat at the Rc for awhile . Then , he wanted to go to the toilet . We went to the nearest toilet , near Fair Price there . We didnt walked but cycle . First , I dnt want to tompang him , cause i know that my weight is heavy ! haha .

He said 'takplaa , cepat laa , i naak gy toilet ny' & i just sat there & hug his waist . After toilet journey , went cycling around the park . Took some picas :D Naseb baek dyer supporting naak ambek gambaa :D Saw a dog , terlepas lgy . haha , funny part was that , the dog shit , & the shit hang , taak jatoh taw . Si Zulfiqal nii tengok knn je , tpy geli naak muntahh . '-.- Otw hme , he wanted me to cycle back . I dnt want but he force he said ' skejap je skejap .....'(some more he said , secret ) Then oke , i cycle . Tak jatoh eh ! Sabrina kuat tawuk ! haha .

Cycle agaen , went back to Rc . Saw a flying cockroch ! haha , taak sangke Zufiqal pn takot lipas . Talktalk , the cockroach gone ! Dia kate ' U , mane lipas tu ? , u taak observe mane lipas tuu pegy ?' Know what ? went he said that the cockroach directly fell infront of us ! Dyer angkat basikal dyer , tinggal knn aku '-.- (!) Tros naak tukar tempat . Sat at pondok , talk . He gave me like 1-10 kisses i think. & agaen 10 kisses ! Same like last time . 5 plus went home :D

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 1:11 AM

Hello temanteman ! Woke up soo early today ! Daddy woke me up & asked me to accompany my small sister outside to watch tv -.- nonsense . She was crying cause she wanted to follow my parents go to work , i scolded her cause im irritated by her stupid loud crying ! & she keep quiet till now . :D * fuuuh . Im waiting for Zulfiqal to msg me , mayb we will be meeting agaen :D ^^

Hopefully jdy laa . 3days never msg him , & im proud of myself :D Im sure that my girls are happy&proud of me , kann koranng ? Anyway 45kg , gemok ke ?

He said that im getting fatter -.- 'Dulu kecik je , skrg daa gemok !' wth ! Am i ? Mayb i am , NOT because of fats but muscle ! Im hungry ! I want my favourite western food ! Beef Steak ? Chicken Chop ? Please , anyone ?

-xoxo-

♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 9:55 AM

Hey readers :D Today training was exciting ! fooo . Coach gave us a jumpjump route you know ? Well , i complete it :D *Showing off

At the end of the training , 7 people were thrown in the pond including me '-.- I dont expect that i will be the one who will be thrown in the pond . Actually its for Claudia ONLY cause today is her B'day ! However , six other people were thrown out of sudden . Oh gosh ! Fiqaah kene water hose , yeww ~ Went Tenderbest to eat , lapaaar btol bile ngn training .

Know what ? Yesterday , i met him ! Kay i wont be too happy about thys , cause my sister told him that i wrote alot about him at my blog . urrgh , if he knows what my blog is , & read it . malu oi ! Today i should meet him agaen but , badan ni termelekat pat katil & im lazy to get up . Tmrw kay zul ?

Done with thys post , Takecares :D

xoxo .

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 3:29 PM

A pity beyond all telling .

Hey readers ! I dnt know whether thys will be a short or a long post :D Yesterday training was okeoke . Ex seniors came for the training -.- We did alot of push-up & now my hands hurts . I need to practice in endurance . :D Will having a camp thys coming 9 nov-10 nov . What i heard that within thys two days , we will have no tyme for sleeping -.- Ohh , will be having panda eyes ! Night trekking -.- Scary , mayb ? Phobia nii nak jalan mala[m]alam . My groups was a suck one . I hate it , Swaysway . Shaa&Fiqaah had been separated from me . Laenlaen group -.- Someone ! Aku naakk org urot tangan aku nyy ! Yesterday night , had a prank from Farris . Unknown number called & msg me . Farris act like Jazz ? , he said he get my number from tagged . woo , i didnt give my number from tagged before . Obvious knnn dyer tpu . ishish .

To people that so called wanna kenalkenal with me , sorry im not interested ! ^^ Thankx :D

Ex ku ex ku . I miss you ! I miss you ! Where are you now ? How are you ? Msg me ! Everytyme i msg you , you will reply ' Ni sape ? ' Binget pe , tak save number . tpy skrg daa takk :D Remember the tyme when we went to east coast ? I still remember where we sit & what we do . Seating on a big stone number 17 . Seat there looking at the night scenery . That night , you walk from the Macdonald till bedok jetty just to meet me . Before you went home , you gave me 10 kisses , remember ? I dont mind if you didnt remember anything cause i know all the memories had vanished from your mind . Hopefully , one day , we will meet agaen :D,

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 11:23 AM

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop

Yesterday , went to Sentosa with the bacens :D FUNFUN ! Took alot of picas . Will upload soon kay ? Reached home at about 5 plus , went out agaen with family . We went to changi . Buy food , bukos . Headed to Changi beach , ate there . dudokdudok , 8 plus went to buy Durian ^^
Makan di rumah nenek :D
Now , im hungry ! Nak makaan ! Feel like wanna vomit , dunno why . MummyDaddy go work . ohh yaa , i didnt go for my OPC training today . Dont wish to elaborate why . Alep you cn read till here . Takmo bace smua , yg bawah tuu emotional uhh babe . :D

8months 2weeks 4days ,
I think i should stop loving him . I've move on :D I did it ! woohoo ! Now , we seldom msgmsg , i cn slowly forget him . We cn be friends rite ? I dont regret loving you , its my fate for not getting you . Mayb , other girls out there deserve you more than me . Till now , i dont get you , whats the point ? & i think , im not ready to go into a relationship . No other guys attracts me except for , _ _ _ _ _ _ mayb ? I will Forget about love , concentrate on my studies . One more thing , now . Im scared to fall in love cause i know Im not strong to take the risk of a heartened heart . I self destruct every relationship so that i dont get hurt . I want to go into a serious relationship in future . No tyme for dillydelly with other guys . Guys , if i ever hurt you or rejected you , im sorry . Thats the only thing that i cn say . Isnt it more wonderful if we are just friends ? Think agaen .

Im done for thys post :D

To H _ _ _ _ _ ,

A part of you has grown in me . It's you & me together forever & never apart , mayb in distance but never in heart .

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♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 10:19 AM