Hi .Today's training was okeoke :) Still can do it . This painful blister is making me go crazy . *pain :(
I hate it. & i must go for every training from today onwards. -.- When briefing just now , Haroz ask me & fiqaah to say sorry to the others cause we did not attend the last few trainings-.- hmm , our reason was .................. :) Biaser jugak . Alrite ! Kyta sudah ketok itu kotak uh tdy . ;PPPPPPPPP Hmm , i think , our freedom is back . *maybe.
Im giving up in L*** . Im not strong enough. Like fiqaah said ,''Dont let some jerks hurt you . They dont worth your love & time . Only i do :D ''
I agree with what fiqah said . I totally do . Enough with all those hurtful & painful experience. Like i said , im not strong enough . & this is my weakness . The guy that i love now is no where to be found . *to me.
F*** you. Asshole.
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Im stress just because of this. What is happening ni ? Jealous to see a last long couples . I wish to be like them but what cn i do ? Be faithful ? Yes , i did . But they didnt. YES , im stubborn at times , but thats doesnt mean you guys give up on me just because of this attitude -.- If i can , why cnt you? People have feelings . In fact , everyone have it . Saying that they love you is easy . I cn do it too . But ask them to show it to you . Im sure that you cn see whats he is doing is showing the love or the other way . Think wisely girls. Pick the guy that is really suit for you . Hugs&kisses will not make the relationship last but trust & understanding does.
I know different people have different feelings. Some guys dont really understand whats the meaning of ' feelings change'
Attitude change , Feelings change . Everything cn change , rite ? Same goes to me. Attitude change :D
No time to think about this over & over again . What i want is enjoy my life , Study hard and have a bright future . Be friends with all boys&girls. :D Enough with all those monkey Love kay nana ?
But im still searching for my True Love . :))))) Sooner or later , i will get it and i will hold that True Love with both hands , tightly & i will never let it go. haha .
Labels: Pain of love lasts a lifetime.
@ 5:53 PM
Yesterday , went to Sentosa with the bacens :D FUNFUN ! Took alot of picas . Will upload soon kay ? Reached home at about 5 plus , went out agaen with family . We went to changi . Buy food , bukos . Headed to Changi beach , ate there . dudokdudok , 8 plus went to buy Durian ^^
Makan di rumah nenek :D
Now , im hungry ! Nak makaan ! Feel like wanna vomit , dunno why . MummyDaddy go work . ohh yaa , i didnt go for my OPC training today . Dont wish to elaborate why . Alep you cn read till here . Takmo bace smua , yg bawah tuu emotional uhh babe . :D
8months 2weeks 4days ,
I think i should stop loving him . I've move on :D I did it ! woohoo ! Now , we seldom msgmsg , i cn slowly forget him . We cn be friends rite ? I dont regret loving you , its my fate for not getting you . Mayb , other girls out there deserve you more than me . Till now , i dont get you , whats the point ? & i think , im not ready to go into a relationship . No other guys attracts me except for , _ _ _ _ _ _ mayb ? I will Forget about love , concentrate on my studies . One more thing , now . Im scared to fall in love cause i know Im not strong to take the risk of a heartened heart . I self destruct every relationship so that i dont get hurt . I want to go into a serious relationship in future . No tyme for dillydelly with other guys . Guys , if i ever hurt you or rejected you , im sorry . Thats the only thing that i cn say . Isnt it more wonderful if we are just friends ? Think agaen .
Im done for thys post :D
Labels: Pain of love lasts a lifetime., Pleasure of love lasts but a moment
@ 10:19 AM
